I’m the cooking mama!

I stood alone looking at the sunset, It’s beautiful! It might sound weird but being alone is what makes me happy for most of the time. But remember being alone is not equivalent to being unhappy.Sometimes you need that time to think through your life! More importantly,I’m afraid if I’ve been accustomed to someone, once I lose that person I’ll get mad. I don’t want to take the risk! And, when you are willing to scarify for that person, what I mean “scarify” requires someone to give without the need to take, but that imbalance causes deep instability, I won’t let that happens again.

What’s more, I lose my faith in humanity…sigh…cuz there are too many bad examples around me, being faithful, cheating, divorce…..whatever…I’m right to sit on the side lines and watch the game. ;-) It hurts, It seriously does!

nice song from JUNO-tire swing

I took the Polaroid down in my room
I'm pretty sure you have a new girlfriend
It's not as if I don't like you
It just makes me sad whenever I see it
'cause I like to be gone most of the time
And you like to be home most of the time
If I stay in one place I lose my mind
I'm a pretty impossible lady to be with

Joey never met a bike that he didn't wanna ride
And I never met a Toby that I didn't like
Scotty liked all of the books that I recommended
Even if he didn't I wouldn't be offended

I had a dream that I had to drive to Madison
To deliver a painting for some silly reason
I took a wrong turn and ended up in Michigan
Paul Baribeau took me to the giant tire swing
Gave me a push and he started singing
I sang along while I was swinging
The sound of our voices made us forget everything
That had ever hurt our feelings

Now I'm home for less than twenty-four hours
That's hardly time to take a shower
Hug my family and take your picture off the wall
Check my email write a song and make a few phone calls
Before it's time to leave again
I've got one hand on the steering wheel
One waving out the window
If I'm a spinster for the rest of my life
My arms will keep me warm on cold and lonely nights

Sweet November

Someone told me that “if you wanna cry, watch Sweet November then, it’s touching and I’m sure you will cry……” ,and, I watched it tonight, but I just think It’s a bit ridiculous! P.s. I Love You is much better than it! I don’t really appreciate it though, but the last conversation between Keanu and Charlize impressed me, life is imperfect but memories can be perfect, it’s so stupid! Even she’s suffering from cancer, the time they’re sharing is still perfect and beautiful!CUT THE CRAP!

to my dearest

no matter what you do n what you choose
i just want you to be happy
i don't want to hurt by someone
don't get lost don't lose your sanity
we'll love you always

hmmm

I feel nothing for you but pity.I am very sorry that your life has not turned out the way you hoped it would.I'd rather feel pain than nothing! I know I'll be fine.